that 6 train...

"No tengo a nadie con quien intentar sobrevivir"

no maaa haha es para suicidarse esta cancion lol jk :'(

silently screaming

Someone point me in the right direction
Tell me where's the nearest piece of mind?
I'm going crazy

Knight in shining armor in the distance
He sees the angel threatening my life
Why won't he save me?
And all I want is someone to be there for me
Someone that genuinely cares
But I'm just dreaming
It's like I'm silently screaming
Even though I'm totally surrounded
I feel like I'm in here by myself
How about you do it cause you love me?
Not cause you want something in return
Is that so crazy?
Crazy
In the middle of the sea of helpless
But see, I never learned how to swim


Somebody save me


Somebody save me

i've been your best kept secret

half of my heart

I hate being right

LOL no seriously though.............
so i admit.... sometimes i jump to conclusions sooner then i should, judge people quicker then i should, maybe i am to "negative" (even though I'm known as one of the most optimistic person everr lol)......... BUT most of the time I'm right!! hahaha so humble NOT!
and it sucks i wish i wasn't always right about things that i know will eventually cause pain....


so we think we know someone huh??
One thing I realized.... you never really know anyone..so we've heard it many times before I have finally lived to understand it.


oh and another thing we truly are alone, so go ahead pursue your own happiness, cause noone but you can make yourself truly happy!!
and ultimately I will always come first.... selfish?? yeah maybe... but who else is going to care and protect my heart unconditionally... not you!! so honestly your opinion doesnt matter...sure your entitled to have it, go ahead knock yourself out... think what you want of me..... because i dont care :)

hmm...

i thought leaving the city for a while..... being far away from school as possible.... flying across the ocean to a totally different country would make me feel better....
















it didnt.