I

am addicted to something I've never had.

Guys

seriously step your game up.

Word.

For no art and no religion is possible until we make allowances, until we manage to keep quiet the enfant terrible of logic that plays havoc with the other faculties. 
~John C. Ransom 

10-17-09

BEST PHONE CALL OF MY LIFE :]

(it deserved its own post)

fml.

One of the mothers at the party said to me "All your friends are getting married, you're just getting drunk" ...Seems about right.

....I need a fix in those heroin eyes.

I WEEP FOR HUMANITY

IM ANGRY.

IM HURT.

IM DISGUSTED.

IM SAD.

IM AT FAULT.

IM TOUCHED AND MOVED.

AND I AM GRATEFUL.

REASONS FOR MY FEELINGS.....

1. Because this is someones "about me" section.... 

-"who cares what's right & wrong? If you ask me, this whole morality thing is such bullshit ♥" 

2.I saw a video which I would never post in which a little boy humps a woman...... i mean obviously the kid doesnt have the same depraved mentality of the woman but for people to actually think its funny or even be proud of the kid.... is just a shame. 

3.i saw a very gruesome video(though thats a little different) freak accidents happen........

Highlights of my week

I received a text which read as followed...

 "Yo did you die I havent seen you around the school" 

haha that made my day Vanessa sent me that and coming from her i know it really meant "i miss you" :D

and i just received a message on fb which read...

"your weird but in a awesome way. lol if that makes any sense."

haha soooo ive heard...i actually get that alot and i love it its the biggest compliment :D

Eres agua

Toco tu mano y nada me asusta, miro tus ojos y me hago inmortal

muerdo tus labios y acaban mis dudas, beso tu frente, sé la verdad

Digo tu nombre, me hago gigante, sueño tu pelo y encuentro la paz

corro a tu pecho, hierve mi sangre, huelo tu rastro y me pongo a andar

Ya lo ves, me derrumbo sino puedo verte

para juzgarte hasta la mala suerte cada noche que te vas

Oigo tu risa y creo en los milagros, siento tu abrazo y puedo volar

caigo en tus redes y me hago tu esclava,sigo tus pasos y soy libertad

Eres la llave que abre mi alma, eres el agua que mata mi sed

casi todo lo eres, yo soy casi nada,la nube q pasa y q no quieres ver

Busco tu sombra, tengo ilusiones,pierdo tu aliento y empiezo a temblar

toco tu vientre, nacen canciones, miro tu pena y rompo a llorar

Toco tu mano y nada me asusta, miro tus ojos y me hago inmortal

muerdo tus labios y acaban mis dudas, beso tu frente, sé la verdad

Ya lo ves, pierdo los sueños de mi adolescencia

pierdo batallas cada día que empieza al saber que no vendrás

Oigo tu risa y creo en los milagros...

Ya lo ves, me derrumbo sino puedo verte

para juzgarte hasta la mala suerte cada noche que te vas

Oigo tu risa...

AMIGOS QUE CANCION!!!

when love and hate collide

....

There must be something wrong with me, dont know if I can be helped
it seems that right from wrong depends on how much pleasure is felt
Evil things are now asking to be respected, 
66 books and 40 different people told me to expect it............