Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
hope my momma dont see it
so day 1 of spring break (well 3 i think) started off good... woke up way past noon stayed in bed in the dark listening to instrumental music and texting a friend didnt even take a shower ( i still havent yuck!!! lol he told me to and we all know how obedient i am) anyway googling random stuff reading blogs.... My two cousins melissa and cynthia came over.... they brought apple pie oh and the little monster joshua ( my world) spoiled little brat!! he wanted popcorn so i learned how to make it in a pot and made it... and it was awesome ( i hate popcorn) anyway the lil monsters dad came to pick him up and he wasnt done so i packed his popcorn and a goodie bag lol soo cute the only bag i found it was perfect and he loved it and appreciated it.... so anyway he takes the popcorn and then cynthia decides she wants popcorn too so me being really excited that i know how to make popcorn... decides to make her some only i had to pee went to the bathroom and totally forgot about the popcorn next thing i realize theres smoke everywhere and it smells burned.... so i run turn off the stove open all windows and thank the good lord my parents were sleeping 2 floors away otherwise i woulda been f%^&d oh and melissa caught it all on video and uploaded it to facebook hope my momma dont see it
Monday, March 29, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
el malo
El me da su amor, Yo duermo con dudas,
Ahora vez que la costumbre, No es lo que aparenta ser.
Es tan sincero, contrario de tus defectos,
Pero sigues siendo el malo,
Que no dejo que querer.
Yo sere la cinderella, El el tonto que da pena,
Y aunque tu no seas un principe azul,
Eres mi amor y mi dilema.
Y al igual que en las novelas,
Eres el malo con una virtud.
El no entiende el procedimiento,
Cuando y como darme un beso,
Tu encambio encuentras el punto debil
Que me eleva hasta el exceso.
Nisiquiera se imagina de ese pacto misterioso,
Con mi alma y mi cerebro.
Tendria que volver a nacer, para ver si en otra vida me enamoraria de el.
No tiene la tactica adecuada pa' arrancarte de mi pecho,
Tu que me fallaste mil veces,
Sigues siendo mi dueno.
Que te pregunte como me conquistaste,
Que anote tus truquitos en papel,
No bastan los morales y ser fiel,
Si yo delirio por el malo que me eriza la piel.
Ahora vez que la costumbre, No es lo que aparenta ser.
Es tan sincero, contrario de tus defectos,
Pero sigues siendo el malo,
Que no dejo que querer.
Yo sere la cinderella, El el tonto que da pena,
Y aunque tu no seas un principe azul,
Eres mi amor y mi dilema.
Y al igual que en las novelas,
Eres el malo con una virtud.
El no entiende el procedimiento,
Cuando y como darme un beso,
Tu encambio encuentras el punto debil
Que me eleva hasta el exceso.
Nisiquiera se imagina de ese pacto misterioso,
Con mi alma y mi cerebro.
Tendria que volver a nacer, para ver si en otra vida me enamoraria de el.
No tiene la tactica adecuada pa' arrancarte de mi pecho,
Tu que me fallaste mil veces,
Sigues siendo mi dueno.
Que te pregunte como me conquistaste,
Que anote tus truquitos en papel,
No bastan los morales y ser fiel,
Si yo delirio por el malo que me eriza la piel.
Monday, March 8, 2010
let see what we have here...?
(first couple texts were the typical "hello" "what are you doing?" "hows it going? what are you upto?" then we got to the good stuff..)
[Boy:] i was talking to a friend about relationships and women..and i realized that
I enjoy being in a relationship but I dont have the patience for it...eventually
[Me:]Lol i know the feeling it can be a lonely world sometimes and its nice to know someone cares and is thinking about you..Lol i need to find someone too someone who brings out the best in me and makes me better..its hard.
[Boy:] but i want one eventually and when i care about someone i care with everything
[Me:]Relationships are hard ive never really had a real one they require to much effort and compromising and sacrifice which sucks but could also be so beautiful.. im the same way i woud love to give my all when the day comes but i dont like wasting time and until i meet someone whom proves and i know is worth it im not willing to settle...Even though i really would like someone in my life i know theres alot i need to fix about myself lol we gotta be fair we want the best we have to be the best
[Boy:] Your looking for more than me lol i just wanna find a woman i get along with and that accepts me for me no matter how messed up i am
[Me:] Lol what does that mean? Ha well were all messed up arent we?
[Boy:] what does what mean?????? i dont think im that messed up
[Me:] lol well i am
[Boy:] Your way to specific lol
[Me:] Lmao why do you say that?
[Boy:] It sounds like you have a list of qualities that a man should have for you to date them or be happy
[Me:] well we have to know what we want right haha or what we need i dont literally have a list not yet anyway lol :P im just looking for what i deserve is that to much lol
[Boy:] Lol its not to much but the particular you get and the more you start to shape your "perfect" man or ideal man the less chance you get at finding someone
[Me:] Well...... i do only need to find one :)
[Boy:] ..thats true but when you realize that "one" dude isnt real its gonna suck
[Me:].. lol that would suck but honestly if my kinda guy doesnt exist i rather be alone
[Boy:] Seriously???
[Me:] never been more serious lol
(then the subject changed and we talked about how hes been really busy and i told him its great but that he should get some rest )
I enjoy being in a relationship but I dont have the patience for it...eventually
[Me:]Lol i know the feeling it can be a lonely world sometimes and its nice to know someone cares and is thinking about you..Lol i need to find someone too someone who brings out the best in me and makes me better..its hard.
[Boy:] but i want one eventually and when i care about someone i care with everything
[Me:]Relationships are hard ive never really had a real one they require to much effort and compromising and sacrifice which sucks but could also be so beautiful.. im the same way i woud love to give my all when the day comes but i dont like wasting time and until i meet someone whom proves and i know is worth it im not willing to settle...Even though i really would like someone in my life i know theres alot i need to fix about myself lol we gotta be fair we want the best we have to be the best
[Boy:] Your looking for more than me lol i just wanna find a woman i get along with and that accepts me for me no matter how messed up i am
[Me:] Lol what does that mean? Ha well were all messed up arent we?
[Boy:] what does what mean?????? i dont think im that messed up
[Me:] lol well i am
[Boy:] Your way to specific lol
[Me:] Lmao why do you say that?
[Boy:] It sounds like you have a list of qualities that a man should have for you to date them or be happy
[Me:] well we have to know what we want right haha or what we need i dont literally have a list not yet anyway lol :P im just looking for what i deserve is that to much lol
[Boy:] Lol its not to much but the particular you get and the more you start to shape your "perfect" man or ideal man the less chance you get at finding someone
[Me:] Well...... i do only need to find one :)
[Boy:] ..thats true but when you realize that "one" dude isnt real its gonna suck
[Me:].. lol that would suck but honestly if my kinda guy doesnt exist i rather be alone
[Boy:] Seriously???
[Me:] never been more serious lol
(then the subject changed and we talked about how hes been really busy and i told him its great but that he should get some rest )
Thursday, February 18, 2010
when will the day come when i dont feel like this?
14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[c] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
Romans 7:14-20
Romans 7:14-20
Monday, February 15, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
4:06 am
http://ughwerzitandehui.tumblr.com/
thats my new blog.
Remember this one is still personal and private... feel priveleged!! lol
thats my new blog.
Remember this one is still personal and private... feel priveleged!! lol
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
huh???
- I cant fathom the feelings being stirred in my heart and in my soul.
No me quedan ganas de sentir....
No me quedan ganas de sentir....
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
hey....
Hey... There's something I want to tell you. Don't get me wrong here -- it's not you, it's me. I just... I really like you, and I want you to like me too. I hope you do. I'm sorry if this is too much. Just... Tell me if you want your space or if you wanna get closer. I just... I just want you to like me back. Hold that thought! I have to go do push ups. I'll be right back!
MEN
"A man is only as good as his word, if he gives it, it is his bond and it becomes his character."
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
convicted
"You have to decide if you're hanging on the cross or banging on the nails"
-The Book of Eli
(go see it ASAP sooo good)
-The Book of Eli
(go see it ASAP sooo good)
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
I hearrr thattt!!!
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Romans 8:28
Romans 8:28
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