Friday, December 25, 2009

"No tengo a nadie con quien intentar sobrevivir"

no maaa haha es para suicidarse esta cancion lol jk :'(





silently screaming

Someone point me in the right direction
Tell me where's the nearest piece of mind?

I'm going crazy

Knight in shining armor in the distance
He sees the angel threatening my life
Why won't he save me?
And all I want is someone to be there for me
Someone that genuinely cares
But I'm just dreaming
It's like I'm silently screaming
Even though I'm totally surrounded
I feel like I'm in here by myself
How about you do it cause you love me?
Not cause you want something in return
Is that so crazy?
Crazy
In the middle of the sea of helpless
But see, I never learned how to swim


Somebody save me


Somebody save me

i've been your best kept secret

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

half of my heart

I hate being right

LOL no seriously though.............
so i admit.... sometimes i jump to conclusions sooner then i should, judge people quicker then i should, maybe i am to "negative" (even though I'm known as one of the most optimistic person everr lol)......... BUT most of the time I'm right!! hahaha so humble NOT!
and it sucks i wish i wasn't always right about things that i know will eventually cause pain....


so we think we know someone huh??
One thing I realized.... you never really know anyone..so we've heard it many times before I have finally lived to understand it.


oh and another thing we truly are alone, so go ahead pursue your own happiness, cause noone but you can make yourself truly happy!!
and ultimately I will always come first.... selfish?? yeah maybe... but who else is going to care and protect my heart unconditionally... not you!! so honestly your opinion doesnt matter...sure your entitled to have it, go ahead knock yourself out... think what you want of me..... because i dont care :)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

hmm...

i thought leaving the city for a while..... being far away from school as possible.... flying across the ocean to a totally different country would make me feel better....
















it didnt.

Monday, December 21, 2009

my current obsession

post secrets!!  (<-------click )

today...

I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. I have responsibilities to fulfill today.

I am important!

My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have.

Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for
free.

Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste.

Today I can grumble about my health or I can
rejoice that I am alive.

Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born.

Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses.

Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to
discover new relationships.

Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to do.

Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my mind and fill it with rich new tidbits of knowledge.

Today I can murmur dejectedly because I have to do housework or I can feel honored because the Universe has provided shelter for my mind, body and soul.

Today stretches ahead of me, waiting to be shaped. And here I am, the sculptor who gets to do the shaping.

What today will be like is up to me. I get to choose what kind of day I will have!

What kind of day will you have?

Friday, December 18, 2009

2 seconds.

2 seconds it took..... for my whole thinking to change......
vanessa's (my cousin's) status


Can you get to your future if your past is still your present??


deeep right???? WHOAHHH!!!!! got me thinkingg

truth.


“Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that.”



Saturday, December 12, 2009

RELIGIONS SUCK!!

BUT I LOVE JESUS!!!! & HE LOVESS ME!!! lol





my little treasure. cept not really.

lol soo i just opened a folder on my desktop where i save random things.... i looked through it all today lol what's wrong with me?? im really emo sometimes and a very deep thinker... i love observing and i even have some embarrassing pics lol


(i'll share some stuff later on :P) 

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Monday, December 7, 2009

today

I FELL IN LOVE WITH MYSELF.<3




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Friday, December 4, 2009

SOUTH AFRICA 2010 BABY!!!

ahhhhhhh i cant wait Im maddd hype for the world cup!!!!
y en las exactas palabras de mi amigo Sam... " // México abre el mundial y por que no también lo cierra. Ya me puse la verde." hahah WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!


YELLOW= my predictions of which teams will advance to next round.


Final Drawing:
Group A: South Africa,
Mexico, Uruguay, France
Group B:
Argentina, Nigeria, Korea Republic, Greece
Group C: England,
USA, Algeria, Slovenia
Group D:
Germany, Australia, Serbia, Ghana,
Group E:
Netherlands, Denmark, Japan, Cameroon
Group F:
Italy, Paraguay, New Zealand, Slovakia
Group G:
Brazil, Korea DPR, Côte d'Ivoire, Portugal
Group H:
Spain, Switzerland, Honduras, Chile